So i had this dream about a week ago and it was about me falling in love?

i cant remember it that welll but mostly the most important things so i was about 25 years old and right now im alot younger i was in a backseat of a car and with ome of my friends and in the front seat was my partner im not sure if he was my boyfriend or what but he was getting out of the car and it hurt my heart like really bad i knew he was coming back just the pain of him leaving mr for second so i kissed him and he came back and we did somthing and i told him i had cancer thats really all i remmber but the part where we were in the car was kinda werid like ive never been in love before is that how it feels